No Other Way
I am thankful-
for decisions I didn’t get to make…
dreams that fell through-
love lost.
I am thankful-
for all the things that went wrong.
The turns in my life that cut me to pieces-
the long journey back to making myself whole.
I am thankful-
for almost falling into the abyss
Being pulled back against my will-
almost angry that I survived.
I am thankful that I couldn’t imagine
such happiness
because it is sweeter now
that I doubted it with such intensity.
It is easy to be thankful for beauty.
Who would have ever thought I would be so thankful for the very worst things?
The missed chances, defeat, dark places I dare not revisit.
The outcomes I fought with all my might to change-
to bend-
to make what I thought I needed.
But nothing worked.
I lost those battles over and over.
For that I am most thankful.
There was no other way. I know that now.
I found myself again. It’s been a long time.
I am here. Right where I am supposed to be.
And in ways I could never have imagined…
I am thankful.
I have featured this painting before--It is "Rebirth" by Duy Huynh, a local artist. This painting has always held special meaning for me-as does a lot of his other work. Please check out more of his work here: http://larkandkey.com/ Read more...




